.Epi Aidiladha!!.

Esok raya Aidiladha.. So di kesempatan ini kami mauk mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.. Jangan di tanya aku tak balik kampung ker? Kalau nak makan selipar size 8 buat la.. Hehehehehe

Ari nih half day.. nak packing barang balik kampung Mr Kiey di sini jua.. Apakah?? Hahahhaha Dah aku kahwin ngan orang sini kan.. Dan aku juga mauk mengelakkan controversy.. Lalu gua rileks jer raya kat sini.. Walaupun buat Qurban di Ipoh.. Tapi mencari keredhaan suami kan.. Nothing else matter lah.. Ok jer.. Dan Alhamdulillah gaks.. Parents di Ipoh sgt memahami keadaan anakanda mereka yang satu nih.. hehehhehe

Since MIL kena jaga mak dia this morning.. maka tugas2 memasak terpaksa di ambil alih oleh gue.. walaupun aku tak rela.. Tapi sian kat MIL laks.. SIL? Maleh nak komen lelebey.. Dah biasa.. Memang aku la tetiap tahun... Maleh nak cakap.. Hajat di hati nak buat kek jugaks.. Tapi sangat maleh..kepala masih weng..

Menu nasi dagang yang patutnya di masak oleh MIL.. ditukar kepada SOTO jer.. aku tak reti masak nasi dagang.. Kang terbalik kang..susah.. hehehhe.. Moga2 kami tak banjir la hendaknya.. Kepada sesiapa yang nak balik East Coast tuh.. berhati2 yer.. hujan sokmo kat sini.. Drive carefully.. Nih nak gelombang ketiga laks.. huhuhuhuhuh

Take care yeah.. Semoga weekend anda ceria dan penuh bermakna..

p/s: Imie dah stabil.. cumanya dia punya tonsil bengkak sikit.. tuh yang asyik merengek jer.. huhuhuhu

.updates on En Rahime.

Yesterday went back to the clinic, since Imie is still with fever. A 38.6c fever to be precise. And I took half day, and together with Mr Kiey we picked the DOUBLE AI at SIL's place. And later the doctor asked us to bring Imie to the hospital and have to be warded.

The thing is we lost our trust towards the hospital, due our own experience before. And I know, being warded is not the only solution. Another solution would be, bringing Imie to Paed in KL. But due to the unpredict weather nowadays, we scared that there might be landslide in Karak Highway.

And Mr Kiey memang mati2 tak nak Imie hospitalised. Jadinya, sebagai Ummi yang berkaki lebar berkaliber, I took care Imie on my own. I am scared of sleeping. Thus I dun sleep at all through the night. Sebab takut temperature Imie naik semula.

FYI, badan Imie tidak panas. Memang tak ada tanda2 yang dia demam panas langsung. But once I checked his temperature, it was indeed very high. Thus, I am scared of sleeping. He vomitted...cirit-birit.. I forced him to consume water. 20ml every 1 hour.. Eventhough he was screaming protestly.. Aku jadik seorang yang hati keras..buat tak dengar jer.. Even Cik Puan Izzah marah aku sebab buat Imie nangis.. Aku tampo nak?? Dah la meroyan..gara2 Mr Kiey offkan upin & ipin..

Right now, muka kepala rahang aku semuanya sakit.. sbb tak cukup tidur kut.. Tp nothing else matter.. tak sia2 aku tak tidur 2 malam.. sbb checking.. mopping.. bg mkn ubat.. checking.. tukar baju sbb muntah.. Kami tidur bawah semalam..atas toto.. sbb kalau kat atas..each of them ada their bed.. jadik klu jauh.. aku takut aku tak sedar anak aku nnt... So pagi tadi.. aku checked his temperature..and it was 34.8C.. Alhamdulillah..

Tapi send gaks dia ke SIL.. Izzah dia kuat.. sbb dia kuat minum air.. dan makan buah.. Satu hari dia leh habis 2 botol air mineral yang 1.5l tuh.. Epal hijau sehari sebijik.. Dan rajin minum Scotts Emulsion.. Imie? Semuanya dia tak nak.. Makan memang banyak daripada Izzah.. Pasal itu gaks, buat aku menangis..sbb dia seorang yang pemakan.. Then tetiba terkulai layu jer... Semua tak nak.. Selalu habis 2 keping roti gardenia... Nih roti pun tak nak.. Semalam I cooked Mee Sup, his favourite.. Dia tgk mee..excited nak makan.. Tp maybe tekak dia tak sedap.. dia keluar balik mee tuh.. Then lap2 lidah.. Sedih tul tengok...

imie hanya mau tidur atas dada aku jer.. yang belang2 tuh adalah comforter Ummi dia yer.. sila abaikan keserabutan Ummi dia tuh.. see how pale he is???

p/s: Thank you all for wishing Imie's recovery.. Terima kasih banyak2.. Right now mau tidur jap.. Kalau tak ilang gak sakit kepala nih.. aku mauk ke klinik..dan amik jab kat klinik...

.MAYDAY! MAYDAY! MAYDAY!.

Remember this boy? This chubby little boy??? Well.. he is sick... again.. And if he is not recovered by today.. he's going to be warded.. Please pray for his speedy recovery yer... Because his ummi counting on the prayers that you all gave.. He was sick on 11 Nov.. and after 4 days.. he recovered.. Then again.. at 39.6c yesterday..we rushed to the nearest clinic.. And the doctor advise us to monitor his temperature again today.. and if there's no improvement.. he had to be admitted..

Ummi dia pun sudah critical ari nih.. due to fever..flu.. dan semalam yang tak tidur.. Maybe ini dugaan dari Allah.. untuk menguji kami sekeluarga.. dan mungkin ada yang kami terlupa.. dan lalai.. Semoga kami sekeluarga tabah menghadapi dugaan ini..

Right now, what I'm going to do is.. walaupun waktu kerja.. aku mahu tidur.. sebab kepala head banging due to flu and tak cukup tidur.. dan juga.. kul 12 kang nak bawa ke spital.. Kalau sesaper mau kasik pinjam kepala bagi saya, saya amat menghargainya.. (Apakah??) kepala sudah weng... hati sudah risau.. jiwa sudah kacau... semalam aku nangis.. alahaiii..

.sekali dia tukar lagi daa.

Kan aku dah cakap.. I'll change my layout sooner or later.. Serabut laks mata aku tgk kelabu2 taik unta nih.. branch2 nih.. kang aku brunch jer kang.. susah.. dah la kusamm.. gemuk dan lelain lemak yang unta lagiks... payah.. eheheheh..

Aku rasa..more cheerful.. more and more and more... owh jika boleh aku letak jer clorox kat muka aku nih kan senang.. lepas tuh lagi buruk.. padan muka aku... huhuhuhuhuhu

p/s:owh kusamm.. please go awayyy.. hehehehhe

.hey! i'm still here!.

Dear all!

Sorry for the hiatus mode. Aku baru bernafas dalam lumpur ari nih. Biasalah musim tengkujuh nih banyak sangat dugaan yang Allah beri. Thanks yer kengkawan yang tanya khabar.. terutamanya Ila yang tanya kehilangan aku kat fb.. aku rindu mau berchatting ngan kekorang semua.. hahahahah... pecah rahsia..

First it was Imie who falled sick. Yer cik puan sekalian, if En Rahimie yang sakit.. sakitnya amat lama. Dan amat fatal. Susah nak kebah. It's maximud temperature everyday! Aku sangat2 takut.. dan emosi terganggu.. Sib baik dah ok..

Then came Cik Puan Izzah yang demam. Sib baik dedar2 sajork.. Later Mr Kiey, which ko dah demam ko ler yang jaga diri sendiri.. Hahahahahhaha Abih tuh aku demam, aku yang jaga sorang2.. takder saper pun yg jg diri ini.. (Tetiba tak nak independent laks..) Kiter pompuan.. kekadang terasa nak mengada gaks.. Letey la jadik independent sokmo nih..

So right now, aku baru jer elok dari demam.. biler demam dah seminggu.. attack sendi semua.. secara tak langsung attack slipped disc aku gaks.. Teruk la gaks.. susah nak buat kejer.. Been eating nasik air 24/7. Sebab benda alah yang lain tak dapat nak makan.. in other words tak daya nak diri lelama nak masak..

Among other things, starting this month onwards.. aku sibuk ngan fantasi perkahwinan.. arghhh indahnya hari perkahwinann.. I love weddings.. the details.. such magical experience.. tapi lepas tuh.. either u float.. or u drown.. it up to you.. moga2 masih kekal float la kan.. owhh sungguh gementar.. hope that i will go tru semuanya dengan selamat..dan satisfiedkan semua orang.. aminnn...

Hey, I will blog from now onwards...insyaAllah.. if time permits.. Masa sangat2 mencemburui diri ku nih yang semakin hari semakin kusam ini.. How la nak ceriakan balik muka yang kusam lesu.. lebam bijik mata nih.. owh plzz.. no colors plz... sgt tak der mood nak guna colors on muka yang sudah kusam lebam ini.. owh tidakk.. I'm only 31.. (only ttuuuuuu...chin peng!) hahahahahahahah But ppl with older age, hev better complexion than me tauuuu.. Eh apa yang aku meraban nih..

Hahahhahahahahahahaha

p/s: Imie demam balik.. sebalik itu lah aku pun turut demam.. Aku dah takder cuti nak jaga anak.. semuanya dah habis.. *sigh*

.TOLONG SAYA!.

Dear beloved frens,

I received a phone call just now from my mom. Telling me and the rest of the family to pray and doa for the safety of my youngest brother. He just been warned about TORNADO WARNING that are coming towards his place in US.

So fren, I need a favour from all of you to make a doa for my beloved brother safety. Saya memohon jasa baik kawan2 sekalian untuk mendoakan keselamatan adik kesayangan saya yang kini berada di Amerika Syarikat kerana bertugas, supaya dijauhkan dari malapetaka yang menimpa..

p/s: Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, selamatkanlah adik aku MOHAMAD FIKRI BIN MOHAMAD HAIRIRI yang kini mencari rezeki di Amerika Syarikat. Semoga dijauhkan dari malapetaka dan musibah yang menimpa. Sesungguhnya kepadaMu Ya Allah..aku bermohon pertolongan dengan rasa rendah dirinya... Aminnnnnnn.....

.a chemical pregnancy.

A chemical pregnancy is like a cruel joke. You take an early pregnancy test around the time your period is due that shows a faint positive. Naturally, you get excited and start spreading the joyful news that you're expecting. Then, a few days later you get your period and the doctor says, "It was just a chemical pregnancy."

Meanwhile, you're left confused and possibly devastated. The term chemical pregnancy sounds like a false positive pregnancy test, as if you were not really pregnant at all. But the truth is that a chemical pregnancy was indeed a conception and is actually a very early miscarriage.

What Chemical Pregnancy Means:

The term chemical pregnancy means that the miscarriage happened at a point that a missed period and biochemical tests, such as an hCG blood test or a home pregnancy test (checking hCG in urine), were the only evidence that you were pregnant. The miscarriage happened before an ultrasound could have shown a gestational sac.

When the pregnancy develops to the point that ultrasound could confirm the existence of the pregnancy, the term becomes clinical pregnancy. Thus, a chemical pregnancy would be a miscarriage before the fifth week of gestation -- or within about week after your missed menstrual period.

Symptoms:

The primary symptom of chemical pregnancy would be if you begin to have vaginal bleeding shortly after having a positive pregnancy test. Blood tests reveal low hCG levels that are decreasing rather than increasing.

Causes:

Doctors believe that chemical pregnancies happen for the same reasons as most other miscarriages –- probably because of chromosomal abnormalities in the developing baby. It is hard to know for sure what causes these early miscarriages, however, because it is nearly impossible to retrieve any samples for chromosomal testing.

Frequency:

No one really knows how common chemical pregnancies are, but some researchers have theorized that as many as 70% of conceptions end in miscarriage. Women who are not actively trying to conceive and not closely watching their menstrual cycles may have chemical pregnancies and never know it; in other cases, chemical pregnancy could be a reason (but not the only possible reason) why a menstrual period arrives a few days late.

Physical Recovery:

Chemical pregnancies happen early enough that they have little effect on women’s bodies, and in many cases, they can be mistaken for a normal period that is a few days late (or even on time). One 2007 study found that the bleeding after a chemical pregnancy is sometimes even lighter than a woman’s usual menstrual period. The bleeding from a chemical pregnancy might be accompanied by more cramps than usual also, but recovery should be fairly swift.

Trying Again:

With a very early miscarriage, many doctors will say that it’s OK to go ahead and try again right away. Other doctors recommend waiting to try to get pregnant again as a standard answer after all miscarriages, no matter how early. Talk to your doctor about what is right for your specific situation

Grieving a Chemical Pregnancy:

In many cases, chemical pregnancy might put you in a weird situation from a grieving perspective. Some women don’t feel very sad over chemical pregnancies, whereas others are completely devastated emotionally. People in your life might not recognize the validity of your loss, insisting that you are wrong to grieve because it happened too early for you to get attached to the pregnancy or that “it wasn’t a real baby.”

Regardless of what anyone says, a miscarriage is a miscarriage. You do not have to justify your grief or compare it to anyone else’s grief for it to be valid. A chemical pregnancy was still a pregnancy, and for many women, it’s still a loss of a baby and grief that will always they will carry for their entire lives.

It’s also OK to not be too sad about a very early miscarriage and to decide you just want to try again. Everyone reacts differently to the situation, and there is no single, right emotional response to chemical pregnancy.

If you do tend to grieve chemical pregnancies deeply, and you are actively trying to conceive, think about perhaps waiting to test each cycle until your period is actually late. This way, you do not necessarily have to know about very early miscarriages. Many doctors recommend against early pregnancy testing for this reason.

p/s: Yer bukan chemical romance jer ada chemical. Pregnancy pun ado. Tapi I'm ok. Walaupun masih seram sejuk.. sakit bakang dan lower abdomen.. tapi doktor kata not to worry. And due to my age.. aku kena buat pap smear..then kena ambik extra precaution..tuh jer..

To Filla my fren.. CONGRATS!!! AKU HAPPY UTK KO!!! And I do respect kat ko, sbb aku tahu... Kepada rakan2 3G, JUJUE, LENNY DAN FILLA... CHAIIYOKK!!! GAMBATE!!!!.. Dan to WADA dan NURUL, semoga selamat semuanya..dah dekat dah nih.. Aku dah kecundang dah.. hehehhehe Takper ada hikmahnya..