Wednesday, April 20, 2011

..wordless wednesday..







p/s: kejadian 4 tahun lepas.. baru jumpa.. muahahahahha

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

..steam-IT..

Sesekali ku rasa nak bersteam-steam.. maka keluar lah Steam-It.. molek benar lah.. makannya utk 2 3 orang jer.. sesuwai la klu nak guna  Steam-It by Tupperware.. Me loikee it very much..


Takder maknanya aku nak buat pau nih.. beli jer yang kat dalam freezer then ko steam kan.. hehehehehe
Imie suka makan pau.. Aku tak berapa gemar.. But still can la..


p/s: Teringat kesedapan Pau Kulop Ayor kat Hutan Melintang..

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

..not so wordless wednesday..

Korang pernah tak rasa buhsan.. frustrated..
Buhsan dan frustrated sebab setiap hari benda yang sama gaks akan buat.

And no matter how hard ko buat, nothing can satisfy you?

Korang pernah tak rasa tak leh bernafas.. macam world is suffocating yourself..
To the extend you can’t breathe.. you feel helpless..

And all you can do is sighing and sighing.

Korang pernah tak rasa cam frustrated sangat,
Frustrated sebab macam mana pun ko bagus kerja, other people will look down on you..
And no matter how hard you work.. but people will only know how to strangle you?

Last night I’ve cried.. not because I am weak..

Not because I’m not good…

Not because people will only know how to find my fault..

But I’ve cried because I was frustrated for being underappreciated..

And no matter what I do to prove myself..
People will only know how to strangle me...

I feel like crap..

I feel nuisance..

I……

I feel crap...
and I want to cry some more..
Cry till the extend there's no tears to cry...

p/s: Abah.. Mak.. tunggu kepulangan anakanda sekeluarga ujung bulan nih... kita gi vacationnnnn!!! yahuuuuuuuuu...

Friday, April 8, 2011

.. once upon a time...



p/s: adorable kan masa bebudak nih kecik.. cuba skang nih?? isk kadang2 geram.. kadang2 kelakar.. isk isk isk.. biler part bergaduh macam nak gi perang tuh lah.. yang aku hangin sekalik.. berebut mainan..pensel.. padahal dah beli satu sorang dah.. isk isk isk..

Thursday, April 7, 2011

..akulah isteri metallic itu..

Apakah perasaan anda biler sang Lakie balik dengan lagak tersipu-sipu tapi cover macho tapi muka bersalah sikit dan mengeluarkan kotak dari plastic hitam. Waktu itu adalah pukul 11.30 malam.. dan aku tak leh nak tidur sebab petang tuh dah tidur ngan anak2 dari kul 1.30ptg smpi kul 4 ptg..

Biler aku kuarkan dari plastic hitam gonzalez itu, ingatkan dia beli something utk aku..sebagai upah dia gi merendek ngan kawan2 ke KL dan jaga anak2 sehari suntuk.. ghuper2nya.. tipah tertipuuu.. tipah tertipuu.. tipah tertipu..

{sambil jerit tipah tertipu dan menggelupur atas lantaii}













































































Taraaaaaaaa!!! Baguskan laki aku nih???

It's a CAT Excavator! CAT tuh stands for Caterpillar. Memang brand pemes untuk construction vehicle nih... Besar tapak tangan aku jer.. tapi berat nak mampus!!!Biler aku tanya berapa reganya, dia tunjuk jari 2.. aku cakap, DOPLOH? Dia replied, dok.. bukan doploh..

Hmmm taulah aku..

Aku marah ker? Dok eh.. Dok marah.. Aku kan isteri metallic.. Kang aku cakap lelebey kang.. aku dah tahu dah jawapangnya..Sebab dulu pernah tanya.. hahahahaha.. Aku dah tahu memang habitat dia dah dari awal kahwin.. Asalnya aku yang collect hotwheel.. biler kahwin..dia yang sambung collect diecast.. Tapi rega menatang nih murah la lagi.. kalau nak di compare ngan satu lagi menatang yang dia beli dulu.. diecast gaks.. Dodge.. seekor adik beradik Shelby GT.. yang tuh besar 2 tapak tangan.. berat gaks.. kalau kena kaki, confirm sakit..

Moral of the story.. aku memang support habitat laki aku nih.. walaupun aku dah rimas tengok.. hahaha.. siap ada lemari khas yang berkunci untuk letak babies dia nih.. dari hotwheel.. diecast models.. hot rods.. aeroplanes.. hellicopter.. tak cakap pasal menatang gundam lagik.. isk isk isk..

Semalam aku tengok dia dok belek2 dalam internet.. tengok truck.. Masa tuh anak2 dah tidur.. Sebenarnya dah lama dah aku pasan dia tengok truck2 nih.. Sedang aku dok layan dvd.. sambil lipat kain.. Dia sound kat aku...

Him:Yang..awak takder ker kawan kat US?
Me: Kenape?
Him: Suh dia belikan nih..
it's a peterbilt truck.. rega tulis kat situ $89.95.. cer convert cer convert..

p/s: yer aku tahu akulah isteri metallic itu...

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

..wordless wednesday..


Versi kering yang seksi menolong mak dia membuat kuih cucur badak..



Si kering yang seksi ini lagik..

p/s: Dun play-play k.. Laki ambo tolong mak dia buat kuih.. sbb ada tempahan buat kuih.. My MIL memang selalu buat kuih org tempah.. Kebetulan dtg malam tuh dia tgh dok menggetel.. Kie memang dari kecik tolong mak dia buat kuih.. Tp kan yang.. kalau fara tahu awak yang buat kuih nih macam nih punya aksi garing.. auwwwww... need I to elaborate more??? Muahahahahah marti aku kalau dia tahu aku upload gambo nih.. hahahahahahahahahahahahhaha

..wordless wednesday..


p/s: ada berani? tuhlah akibatnya biler asyik ambik gambo orang.. gambo diri sendiri takder saper nak ambikkan.. ada berani? aku jer yang berani ambik gambo mcm nih.. muehehehehe

Monday, April 4, 2011

..the fact that I care..

The fact that I care, sometimes is a nuisance to others.
You see, I love to keep in touch with others.
But not everyone love to be in touch.
How hard it could be?
To keep in touch I mean.
But then who am I to complain.

As I grow up, I tend to seek for attentions and endearments.
I mean the appropriate one. Simply because, it matters to me. To keep on living.
And I make sure that, someone I care knows that I care.
Like for example someone I know is sick or down with worries, I give smsses or call them up. To let them know, I care.
But you see, not everyone like the attention given or the thoughtfulness of the caller.
Like I said, who am I to complain?

When I give smsses or call asking how they are doing, you will be surprise not everyone that I call or sms please for what I do.
Instead I might be disappointed for the lack of enthusiasm given.
And sometimes the actions are contagious enough to hurt my feeling and rendered me with a broken heart. Soon will be a disease that yet to find a cure.

For example:

“Hello. How are you doing? Are you busy?”

And the replies might do some damages.

“Hello. I’m busy. What do you want?”
A simple answer, but it has brought enough damage to your heart.
Thus, it spreads enough injuries to the whole system.

Like I know I am nobody like you, but I never do that to anybody that I love.
Not one. It never occurs to me to reply with an acute answer.
No matter how busy I am, I will reply with much polite and respect.

You see, I was born with so many inferiority personalities.
Yes, I do feel inferior. Especially when I surrounded with so many people who success.
I don’t mean to have that feeling. But the feeling is mutual.

But as I grow up, I force myself to believe that I might be not as success as everyone, but I do have my own specialties.
So what if you earn more than me? Because deep inside my heart, I knew that I have those qualities that will never exist in your life.

Huh!

I know I have been ramblings. I just have to let it go somewhere. But I know sooner or later, I will be hurt again and the quest in finding the cure begins.


p/s: Not being emotional.. just a scribble to ease the heartache...

Saturday, April 2, 2011

..still standing..

Be calm .. love me .. today .. yesterday 
what tearful longings for you ..you .. you .. my life...my all....  farewell....

Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved....


....ever thine
...ever mine
...ever ours

 p/s: Happy 6th Anniversasry my dear Mr Luckie..

Friday, April 1, 2011

..saya ada wishlist..

Bulan ini adalah special bagi ambo.. Oleh itu maka ambo nak ada wishlist.. Kalau dapat.. dapat la.. kalau tak dapat.. tak dapat lah.. Simple as that.. tapi ambo rasa nak dapat gaks.. Dapat duit extra bulang nih, ambo raso ambo nak lekat ngan menate wishlist  nih.. Sebab kalau dapat duit, sure settle ntah hapa2.. biyar lekak ngan something, baru puah hati.
yang pastinya aku nak yang pan serlong dalam tuh, pot and kuali yang besaq tuh.. giler tamak.. last2 kie type besar2 dalam words.. then print bagi kat aku TEFAL.. baru puas hati.. nak tefal sangat kan.. aku nak bg satu jer.. ko sampai nak 3.. T_T



Pyrex Tea Jug.. ini pic di ambil dari cybercatalogshop.com. Aku nak carik kalau ada tea jug nih kat tempat yang bakal di lawati bulan nih.. pada saper yang kenal aku, aku memang pelik.. tea jug nih macam yang mak aku ada.. tapi aku tak mintak.. sbb baik aku carik sendiri.. sebab dia pun carik sendiri dulu.. senang2 jer anak nak ambik.. banyak cantik mukakan..
Kalau lah dapat.. indah betul rasa hidup nih.. tapi lagi best kalau beli sendiri daripada orang bagi.. kalau kie yang bagi.. takder hal.. Tapi aku tak suka orang yang beri. Sebab terasa macam I owe them. Aku tak suka rasa vulnerable. Tuh sebab kalau apa yang aku nak, aku akan usahakan gaks untuk dapatkannya.. walaupun itu bermakna I have to keep a side a small portion of my salary for the sake aku tak nak owe orang. Macam handbag, yang memahal.. aku memang dok simpan bulan2.. kalau beg tuh rega RM1k ke, memang aku simpan kadang  sampai setahun baru aku beli handbag tuh. Kalau tak percaya, tanya personal shopper aku.. ada a few yang aku selalu beli.. Iskk terepek kejap.. Emo sebab kadang-kala kita teringin akan sesuatu, tapi biler kita beli orang dok kata macam2.. Ukur baju di badan sendiri lah.. simpan lah duit jangan membazir.. tapi orang hanya pandai bercakap kan? Tapi tak pernah tahu apa yang aku alami..dan hadapi.. biler beli something yang mahal.. sangatlah menggembirakan hati aku dan things are better again...T_T

p/s: Owh bulan nih tak leh emo.. heheheheheh

 

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