..::b.l.a.n.k::..

.B. L. A. N. K.

i can't describe how i felt now

simply because it all coming back to me now

how i wish he was different

how i wish he care

how i wish he really care

how i wish he carry the burden, i carried all this while.

i just need a mere pat on my head

i just need a mere kiss on my forehead

i just need a 3 seconds hug

i just need to be told that you love me

i just need you to hold me

and never let go....

but now, feeling insecure

feeling not love

feeling sad

feeling so sad

feeling like someone stab to my heart

piercing the sacred love

that belong to me

feeling negelected

i am sad

i am lost

i am insecure

but i know

all the feeling will be gone

by the time i close my eyes

tonight

and tomorrow

there will be

the usual routine

and all be forgotten...