..help! i can't BREATHE!!!..

Lately, I've been haunted by lots of work! Basically, after a long leave, I had to tidy up last year mess. Since there's nobody to do it, and I have to settle it. After sending the last report for last year, I think I had enuff! I have to take a break. Seriously! I have to!

Then later, I received this brochure from SOGO. It is SOGO MEMBERS SALE! It held from 21 till 24 February 2008. Dahlah akhir bulan kan. So you know, I know la kan the condition of the financial state! Hahahahahahhaha

Me: Yang, fara nak gi sale tuh. Khamis nih. Fara stress!!

Kie: Nak naik apa? Saya kerja.

Me: Bas.

Kie: Gi la. Balik sebelum kul 5.

Yipppiiieee yeayyyy!

So early in the morning, I woke up at 5.30am. Tukar pampers anak2. Then kie tanya, awak follow saya ker? A'ah. So after sending both of them to babysitter. Aku follow kie. Guess aku naik apa? hahahahhahaha aku naik motor sampai ke Bentong!! Macam nak tercabut pinggang aku nih! Dah lama siut tak naik motor! Hahahahahhah Cari pasal betul laaaaa!

Dari Bentong naik bas ke KL. Sampai lebey kurang kul 9.45am. Reach KL, naik LRT and went straight to SOGO. Byk tul perubahan! Cam jakun seyyy.. Dah lama tak masuk KL nih. Selalu turun mesti pinggir2 jer. hehehhe

Sampai depan SOGO, ramai orang dah que untuk masuk. Mak aiii! Ingatkan aku sorang jer amik cuti for this sale. Berbulu lagi orang. Yup! True! Memang banyak item yang menarik. Especially susu and basic necessities for kids!

Buka jer aku terus gi Level 7, coz kat situ lah event tu. Byk benda yang menarik. Especially for my babies. Then beli utk Kie. Luckily I bring along my backpack. Hahahahahahha Beli barang rumah yang murah. Is like cushion cover for RM5. Murah seyyy! Akemi and Windsir bedsheet is range between rm30 to rm60. Murah! Then ada yang mmg aku suka giler ngan corak ngan material that is so soft. Tp reganya RM1k plus, after less 50%. Itu is out of budget. Tetiba jer aku terpandang, leh redeem voucher! Yahoooo!

Selepas penat bershopping, dan aku ala2 dah pening tak makan..lepaking at Food Court. Barang sikit punya lah banyak. Ramai org dok usha aku. Leh budak nih shopping ujung bulan??

Aku sambung shopping balik. HahahahahahaTurun bawah, beli laks pyjamas and shirts for izzah n imie. And last, aku beli gaks for myself. A pair of shoe. Kena beli gaks. After all, this break is for me. Ajak gaks ZZ, Filla and the rest of the clan. Tapi nobody can make it. So takper lah. Layan kepala sesorang pun okeh gaks. Hehehe

Ini plaks santapan aku masa on the way balik. Lepak ngan dut, my ex officemate. Ini baru betul release stress! Tu rupa nak kurus!!??? hahahahhahaha

Ini aku with my new shade. Believe it or not, aku dalam bas on the balik masa nih. Hahahahha buruk siuuuttt!

Leh laks masa on the way balik tuh (aku balik naik bas lompat, since aku terlepas bas express), bas tuh rosak 2 kali!!!??? Hahahhahahahahahharun tul! Aku cepat2 bg msg kat kie. Kang kena lampirstilskin kang. Hahhahahahah Tetiba teringat anak aku masa tgh rosak tuh. Kesian kat dia orang. Rindu pun ada...

Nih habuannya. Tak byk baju utk imie. Untuk Izzah dan age mcm dia byk gilos! Knp siap ada cookies tuh? Sbb ianya RM4 sahaja! Hahahahaha Gambo kasut jer takder.. hehehhe aku kan low profile.. Semua tuh dekat RM400 tapi separuh nya di cover oleh baucer ku itu! Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

Balik jer umah. Aku mcm kosong! Bukan kosong kenapa. Sebabnya aku mcm dah habis SOGO tuh absorb stress dan juga duit aku! Hahahahahahhahahaha Tapi yang anehnya, aku tidur tanpa mimpi kejer2 aku.... Huhuhuhuhuhuhu..Best!

..chaotic but truly blessed!..

I’m enjoying plus cherishing my life right now. Eventough a bit chaotic, but truly it completes me. The children are super duper full with character. Izzah? Huh she is adorable, cheeky, and cute and lots more. But once she open her mouth and scream, I feel like clogging her with whatever that can stop her to scream. Heheheheh Nak berak pun jerit! Nak makan pun jerit! Nak mandi pun jerit! Nak jalan-jalan pun jerit! So tell me how la??? *wink* *wink*

Perhaps there is the truth about people telling having new baby in the house, might incur insecurity feeling to your first born. But I am being fair, to both of them. Eventough it means dodoi Imie in his buaian and holding Izzah at the same time. And plus there are house chores and cooking to do. But nothing else matters. I’m not trying, but I’ll be the best in doing what I do now.

..another gift from God, that I treasured..

I just love to hold Imie. Just love to entertain him at all times. Perhaps I missed Izzah when she was Imie’s age. And that’s the reason I never get bored entertaining my Izzah. For Izzah, I still have the guilt for not being there for her at her first 4 months. I was a weekend mother back then. I was still working in KL. I have to leave her with my IL, while waiting to be transferred to Temerloh. But I am here, am I??

.. the simplest smile that can amend the worse of my days..

Still the guilt is there. And I am kind of qada the times that I lose for Izzah with Imie. And still I amaze of him. Every single thing, it amazes me. The slyish smile, crankiness (no doubt) and the ability to make me smile after that is priceless.

..speechless?? u bet!!!..

Uwaaa..dia suka buat aku mcm nih… Mencinyaa! But I can menci him, since he is so charming when he do this. Eventhough selama bercinta 2 tahun plus kahwin 3 tahun..dah almost 5 years dah, bley dikira dia cakap sayang, love dan lain-lain. I remember receiving the 1st bday gift, which is was a table clock, Hello Kitty Table Clock okkkk!!! Then the next year was a brooch and pout pourri. Biler nak ingat balik, memang kelakar. Walau pun tak mcm aku bagi kat dia, which was an Adidas Watch and a Nokia handphone! Huhuhuhu But the thought that counts!

Dah kahwin, memang sepatah haram wish pun tak ada, inikan pula hadiah. Lepas bersalin kan Izzah, I received Miss “C” handbag, eventhough masa itu aku pesan kat kawan aku kat US tuh, I dun actually know it is really a brand! An exclusive brand that worth thousands kat Mesia nih! Silly me! But yang aku punya tuh is outdated punya, thus the price is reduced!Tremendously! Biler Kie cakap, what do you want? I want a handbag! How much it cost, Kie asked. My fren said it will cost RMxxx. Hmmm..I give u ½ of it, yang lain top up sendiri. Heheheheh tak kisah la labu, as long that you really give me the amount of money. I love you dear.

Then masa aku tgh sakit hati giler kat dia, dia amend dengan member aku seutas gelang emas, which he gave ¾ of the price and the rest tu mcm biasalah aku top up sendiri. Tapi he really is the mysterious one. Januarian nih mmg mcm nih ker?? Marti la weh, aku tak leh nak predict apa yang dia nak buat dan fikir. Huh! Kipas susah mati la..


Selepas baru balik dari Hospital, for stone checkup. Anak-anak kat babysitter and I still on leave.

Me: Yang, nanti kita gi kedai spec. Saya perlu buat spec baru really bad.
Kie: Emm..

..see how red is my eye is??..

Kat optician.

Salesgirl: Kakak mau cari apa??
Me: saya nak buat spec.
Salesgirl: Kita ada promotion sempena CNY.
Me: saya ambil student package bley? Tapi saya bukan student.
Salesgirl: Takper. Takper. Promotion. Bley punya.
Me: How much?
Salesgirl: RM188 including uv protection..bla..bla..
Me: Murah sey! (I was known in the family, kaki ambik frame adik-beradik yang dah tak mau pakai, then aku buat jer lense. And since adik aku tak bawak balik frame hugo the vast dia tuh ke ipoh, so aku buat baru. Terkezutnya, it cost much2 cheaper, to compare buat lense sajer) Oklah saya buat. Biler boley siap?
Salesgirl: After CNY.
Me: Okeh!

(Went in the room, utk eye test. Memang betul pun ada increasing in power. Marti la haku nih, setiap kali beranak, power lain)

Kat umah dalam keadaan yang suam-suam kuku.

Kie: Nah!
Me: Amenda nih?
Kie: Awak nih banyak cakap la. Amik aa!
Me: (Open the plastic, berdebar-debar suit) *speechless*

..shade yang memang padan ngan aku..

Selepas 10 minit, kie dah habis mandi, and aku masih stare at the shade.

Kie: Woi pakai la. Kalau tak padan, leh tukar. Amenda dok usha?
Me: Awak nih serius ker?
Kie: Tak nak ke? Tak nak saya jual balik.
Me: Eh nak laaaaaaaa! Amenda??

Aku?? Senyum sampai ke telinga.. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah, for soften his heart towards me. Doa aku dimakbulkan… and I am greatful..Dan yang paling membuat aku terharu, piggy bank dia dah kosong, dan aku tahu nilai duit yang ada sama rega ngan shade itu...