..dia sakit lagi..

when she was 4 mos old

Dia sakit lagi!

Having the same symptoms when she was warded the other day. Thank God I came early yesterday. Because I had my tummy check up with the clinic, thus Kie fetched me later. But it all started when we reached home. Izzah started to cry before she vomited. She vomits to the extend my clothes were soaked with her vomiting. At first I thought she was having that regular vomiting and later she will be alrite. But I was mistaken.

She just can’t stop vomiting and crying altogether. And I just can’t stop worrying. In my head I was imagine the image of the ER at the hospital. Today is the holiday for Pahang state. Meaning that, Kie has to take turn sit with his brother at the hospital. And for Izzah’s condition, I’m afraid the whole routine before warded will take place. I am in no condition to have that energy to go that ordeal again.

We took her to the clinic. The only clinic we trust so far. The doctor diagnosed her symptoms as food poisoning. (Izzah has new nanny now. Since my MIL, has to take care of her son.) At the clinic, I asked the doctor to give something to ease her vomiting and to comfort her stomach. He gave something real effective, but has to given through her butt. Just imagine the screeching of sound and crying that came out from Izzah’s mouth. (I don’t have the heart to see her in that condition actually. But things has to be done, before it gone worse.)

Luckily, Kie exchange places with his elder brother. So if anything happen, I am not that scared.

..ramadhan ini..

Hari nih dah start aku pasang langsir ngan kemas umah. Kalau aku yang tak buat, saper lagik nak buatkan? Hehehe Tapi yang pastinya, langsir umah aku tak la macam setengah-setengah rumah yang semestinya design yang da bomb dan baru.

Aku pakai jer langsir masa aku kahwin. The only curtain yang baru, untuk kitchen dan bilik air bawah. Yerlah nak cover sikit bilik air tuh. Matching la kat bawah tuh ngan warna feveret aku; maroon. Then when I visited one of the shops here, I came across this material that I love so much. Takder lah grand sangat. But being me, aku suka corak yang simple dan tak berserabut.

with opah, nenek, kak athirah, abg aiman & abg arif

So last 2 weeks of fasting, aku balik Ipoh, since aku tak tahu whether aku dapat balik Ipoh or not this coming raya. Aku bawa balik la material tuh, thinking that it can be the curtain for 3 rooms kat atas. Hanya untuk pintu bilik jer. Others just guna langsir yang ada. So berbalik pada soal material yang aku beli tuh, aku bawa balik Ipoh. Minta tolong ngan mak untuk jahitkan.

Mak tak sempat nak jahitkan on the spot, since aku akan balik that Sunday to Pahang. So last week, mak posted the curtain back to me. Together with sarung tilam Izzah and kuah kacang. Mak la kan. Always know what their daughter thinking. Sbb aku mmg nak suh mak postkan kuah kacang instant tuh sekali. The best instant kuah kacang I’ve ever tasted! Hehehe

Masa pasang langsir kat bawah tadi, Izzah la orang paling sibuk sekali. Kie cakap “awak jakun ker tak pernah tengok langsir ke??” HEhehehhh… memangla kan.. Aku tak pernah pasang langsir kat bawah tuh. Cuma pasang heading jer. Tapi not fully with 2nd layered. Izzah was playing with the curtains. Mulut jangan cakap la. Cam mulut murai. Kie cakap ikut aku..Iyer ker..?? heheh I guess I am a bit the murai. Hahahahahahah

So this raya should be awesome, not because of the curtains. But Izzah dah pandai nak beraya. Tapi yang failnya masa aku trykan baju kurung tuh, she end up crying. Salah aku ker, sbb memboyishkan anak aku. Bukan aku tak suka pakaikan dia girlish. Tapi aku suka yang ringkas dan tak serabut mata memandang. Mata aku la kan. So I end up buying shorts, shirts, slacks, denim for her.

Tapi ada juga yang tak best raya ini. Aku tak tahu lagi whether aku balik Ipoh atau tidak because of my condition! A bit the crappie this time. Masa preggykan Izzah, 7 months onwards adalah masa untuk aku maju dengan jayanya. I can walk happily! I can go wherever I want, without have to complain anything. La nih? Feh! Nak gi Pasar Ramadhan pun aku tak leh nak breath. And suddenly feeling like to faint and vice versa. Ramadhan kali ini, mmg mencabar minda dan fizikal aku. Terlampau byk dugaan. Tapi sebagai hambaNya, I have to accept this ngan redhanya. Things happen for a reason. So perhaps, aku leh bersalin ngan jayanya! Or maybe perhaps, there’s no superstition crap yang perlu aku hadapi. It’s only perhaps. But who knows kan? heheheh

izzah the next day, when we were lepaking at white coffee kopitiam (kreko kan anak aku nih??)

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Aku tengok entry dalam blog zz.. so cam menarik jer nak buat..hehhe so here it is..
Yang paling penting, ia mengenepikan telahan orang yang mengatakan Izzah nothing alike me n kie.. This is the proof bebeh.. Izzah anak aku ngan kie.. muahahahaha